We are voyeurs all
Unrepentant peeping toms
Stripped benumbed
Staring dispassionate
At the world at large
While the soul rots inside
Wholesome breakfast: Fresh pan fried whole wheat bread (Paratha), seasonal fruit, fresh homemade yogurt.
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Paratha [par-AA- THA] Hindi पराठा is one of the most popular types of unleavened flat breads in Punjabi North Indian Cuisine and Pakistan.
Prepared from pan frying whole wheat dough which usually has ghee (clarified butter) or cooking oil in it, parathas are often stuffed with vegetables such as mashed boiled potatoes or aloo, cauliflower (gobhi), radish (mooli), other vegetables and or paneer (fresh Indian cheese).
Parathas, particularly the stuffed ones, are simply eaten with pickles, chutneys and or yogurt on the side and make for a wholesome meal at any time of the day.
The Surface
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We operate
You and I
We nod, we converse, we agree
We go about our business
On the surface
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The chinks
They show on occasion
But we conceal them
Expertly shroud them
On the surface
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And those who dare
Peep beneath
They rear aghast
At the rife ugliness they see
A cauldron of noxious brews
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Of voices falling on deaf ears
Of conflicting emotions
Of affections forgotten
Of relations trivialized
Of promises broken
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Yet it all appears just fine
On the surface
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A perfect day in Rocky Mountain National Park, CO
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Grumpy
After a long work night
Battling my instincts
To fall asleep at the wheel
Or run through the red light
No I can’t hit the bed yet
It’s friday still
School drop
And chores, endless chores
Milk’s run out
And yes apples,
Can’t do without those damn apples.
I prowl around
In a half daze
Dumping stuff
In my recyclable cloth bag
Green is my middle name
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Then disaster strikes
At the checkout counter
With all my effects on the floor
On display for the world
To see and ridicule
And just when I was ready
To pitch and scram
Before the tears sprout
Like from a ruptured dam
I felt a gentle tap on my arm
It was the grocery clerk
Always in attendance
With a warm smile on her face
I sighed with relief
Everything will be fine
Because of little Ms. Sunshine
The Tonga (Horse drawn carriage) as seen on the streets of Agra, India
Simple Pleasures
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I reminisce with immense fondness
Memories of homeland shores
When life was unadulterated
And goals within reach
Such as…
Walking barefoot on the sand
Gorging cotton candy at the fair
Screaming hoarse along with the radio
And yes, the occasional pleasure ride around town
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Tonga or Tanga: तांगा Hindi meaning Hansom or Horse carriage
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Life an Ugly Cousin
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I cry again
Like a monotonous ritual
Invisible in my sorrow
Tears in the rain
What I thought I felt
Wasn’t love
It was but a delusion
Of a needy mind
I wasn’t aware that…
My ability to endure
Is tremendous
To sustain abuse
Incredible
I long, crave to collapse
To dissolve in my unhappiness
I can’t
It just won’t happen
At times like these
Death sounds sublime
A beautiful thing
And life an ugly cousin
Justice is served!
Two months ago when I received the summons for jury duty in the mail, I groaned aloud, and this I’m sure is the usual way most hapless Americans react. Because it happens to be the mandatory ‘duty’ of each and every citizen of this nation and you cannot escape from it unless you have an awfully good excuse.
And as was the case I had none. I wasn’t on my deathbed; I wasn’t the sole caretaker of a severely disabled person; I didn’t suffer from memory loss; nor did I not have a reasonable understanding of the English language. So like it had happened the last couple of times, all I could hope for was a dismissal of the case. But as they say—three times and you are it.
So on the D day (a typical sunny Colorado winter day with not a blizzard in sight!) I presented myself at the local county combined courts wearing my best somber face (this happens to be serious business!) along with 20 or so other like minded souls.
As yours truly had predicted, the case was on the schedule. We went through the rituals; marched single file through security (I was particularly thrilled at the absence of body scanners,) then gathered in the jury room where we were checked in by the sympathetic court clerk who did her best to make us feel that we were not the ones on trial—well, she tried.
Then we had to watch the ubiquitous 15 minute video (the optimum tool for mass instruction made especially for a ‘captive’ audience.) But to my amazement instead of having the inevitable soporific effect, I found it quite interesting. Instead of raking up my fears by another 200% it actually helped dissipate them.
Being a juror is not a bad thing after all and the following are just some of the reasons:
1. The juror is the most powerful person in a court of law, more than the judge or even the president of the United States (and that feels good!)
2. Every person is presumed innocent until proven guilty.
3. The burden of proof lies with the prosecution.
4. Defendants have the right to a quick trial by a jury of people who are not involved with the case and are not biased against them. (6th amendment to the bill of rights.)
Now feeling a lot less apprehensive and perhaps a little more excited I trooped up to the courtroom for the jury selection process. (A real courtroom!)
It was just like the ones they show on TV—a large wood paneled room with a serious looking judge in black robes, a bailiff, a security guard, the district prosecutor with the plaintiff and of course the defence attorney with the defendant. The only thing lacking was an audience—guess it was not that high profile of a case. Yet the aura was there, I could feel it as I sat there waiting and almost wishing to be chosen as one of the potential 12, from among whom 6 would be chosen.
And my name was called! The first step had been crossed successfully.
Love Is…
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Love is innocent
Love is pure
Love is tough
It can endure
Love is a rock
It stands the test of time
Love is tender
A sweet surrender
Love is honey
Yet it can taste bitter
Love is desire
Sets hearts a twitter
Love is work
May take years to master
A genuine effort
Can unravel this twister
Love is weird
Hard to comprehend
It is a riddle
A never-ending maze
Love is pernicious
Most fall victim
Remedies are simple
A look, a touch, a dimple.
Seen at the Denver Airport Baggage Claim
Me and I (A Conspiracy Theory)
—o—
When I stumbled onto me
A weirder thing could never be
We are but one and the same
Yet go by different names
We share the same vessel
Yet forever tussle
Like a gargoyle in my suitcase
A stranger in the mirror
I’m in a quandary
Am I…I, or am I me?